dischord

So its been a couple weeks and I'm feeling back to myself and under control now so I guess I can tell you guys what happened a couple weeks ago.

( hiding behind a cut because of personal topic fun )

The point I was trying to get to is it made me realize exactly HOW MUCH of my emotions I was suppressing. I didn't trust them to be in line with ME, so I didn't let myself process them. How much of my energy was going into hiding that part of myself from everyone, including and especially myself.

And wondering what will change as I try to get more in tune with my own thoughts.