stressball

I have knots in my back right now. I ran out of normal reasons for it and am now attributing it to anxiety over tonight's appointment. I wish I knew whether I was getting my prescription tonight or not, it would take a lot of the stress off, just knowing one way or another. But I only have to wait about... nine and a half more hours. I guess I can handle that.

I -dreamed- about prescription anxiety. The pharmacy was also a train station and I had to wait for a late late train from boston and there were lots of people waiting on me impatiently like the people I've worked for- A&S, V and her fiance N, and various people's insane feeble grandparents just to pile on the stress. Finally the train got there and I went up through this huge crowd of people and they called me up and gave me this little wadded up piece of paper and I couldn't figure out if it was my prescription or not and how I'd get it filled and ... ugh.