i need to go to bed

[replacementparts]

I'd love to start being productive again. That will involve to-do lists, keeping my room clean so I can think, and not doing -nothing- at work on saturdays.

I didn't sleep well at all last night. In fact, I haven't been sleeping all that well lately in general. Part of this is tension from work-disclosure-anxiety, I'm sure. Also part is... well... I'm pretty sure my muscles are growing too fast. Specifically in my back. They are trying to move my shoulder blades out of the way and my shoulder blades aren't happy with the situation.

Sleeping on my back with a folded up t-shirt under the center of my upper back seems to help a lot. Is, in fact, the only way I can sleep sometimes. Which is annoying because I like to sleep on my side.

I haven't had any caffeine today and my head hurts and I need to go to bed but I don't want to lie there not-sleeping for hours like last night.

Maybe I have some benadryl in my backpack.

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[replacementparts]

It might be more like there are ligaments in my back that haven't yet stretched enough to accommodate growing back muscles? The upper back soreness has definitely increased as I've been going through the p90x program/starting T. I try to be careful about sitting with good posture in front of the computer, and in the past when my back hurts it was always in my lower back, not the upper.

Tension is a part of it, I don't doubt, but the it gets particularly bad on sundays, where the workouts involve a lot of pushups which cause me to move my shoulder blades.

I don't know exactly... I guess that's just what it feels like. >_

[feralkiss]

Really, don't worry about your body not being able to adapt. It's totally able to! ^^

P.S.: I swear I'm going to update something tonight! I'm colouring some inks I did but it's taking longer than expected because I have my tiny crappy tablet and not the big one, so that's for the delay. :x