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replacementpartsToday is shot day. The couple times I did my shot at the clinic, with Daphne, it didn't hurt at all. The two times I've done it at home, by myself, it has hurt like a mofo. I wonder if it has to do with the needle guage? These are 22g, maybe the ones there were 23 or 24g? Either way, I want to wait until Eira is at least awake before doing it. Last time I had Edwin here while I did it, but the time before that I was alone and after I did it I got all light headed and my ears were ringing and I started being paranoid and woke Eira up and was asking her if I was going to die. In retrospect it was just a low blood sugar+adrenaline thing. A few M&Ms right after my shot last time kept the same from happening again. (Same trick worked with my tat work, too!) I have a twix bar for today's shot.
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On one hand, it is amazing and awesome that my unemployment checks will cover monthly bills (Aside from student loans which are deferred again). On the other hand, it would be great if any of the people that asked for commissions would pay me for them so I'd have something to do.
Motivation has been a struggle the past week and Paid work would actually be good for me right now. I'm nudging at my backlog, but the few pieces left on there are mostly more complicated things which is probably why they're still in the backlog. They're gonna require some serious concentrated effort, that I just don't know if I'm capable of right now. I feel like I'm working up to it.
Oh right, motivation. Pop said it well when I talked to him yesterday. It's easier to keep up the momentum and get things done when you're already working on something else. Well, I'm trying to get myself moving a little bit. Started laundry and took out the trash this morning already, that's a start, right?
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On one hand, it is amazing and awesome that my unemployment checks will cover monthly bills (Aside from student loans which are deferred again). On the other hand, it would be great if any of the people that asked for commissions would pay me for them so I'd have something to do.
Motivation has been a struggle the past week and Paid work would actually be good for me right now. I'm nudging at my backlog, but the few pieces left on there are mostly more complicated things which is probably why they're still in the backlog. They're gonna require some serious concentrated effort, that I just don't know if I'm capable of right now. I feel like I'm working up to it.
Oh right, motivation. Pop said it well when I talked to him yesterday. It's easier to keep up the momentum and get things done when you're already working on something else. Well, I'm trying to get myself moving a little bit. Started laundry and took out the trash this morning already, that's a start, right?